I went to a meeting recently for women in government. It was attended mostly by women who work in government, which I do, but I attended in my role as an elected woman in government, not an employee. It was a large group of women and the meeting consisted of an opening discussion on creating good habits, followed by two speakers meant to inspire us with their stories. The speakers, one a judge and one a retired school administrator, were excellent.

The opening discussion? Not so much. And here’s why:

Despite the concept being a valid one – who doesn’t want to promote better habits? – the presentation of the concept was completely devoid of work and career habits. While that would be fine at a gathering of women for socializing this was a gathering for women working in government. I expected empowering and inspiring discussion. I expected ideas about how to get shit done at work, how to manage my time efficiently, how to be strong and empowered in a man’s world. Rather than any of that, though, every example they provided on creating habits was related to weight management or weight loss. They talked about sleeping in your gym clothes so that you will go to the gym as soon as you wake up. They talked about requesting a take out container at a restaurant and putting half of your meal in the container as soon as it arrives at the table. They talked about exercise buddies and weight loss apps to track food and using dry shampoo to avoid having to do your hair and on and on. While I’m certain their intentions were good it felt like an epic fail to me.

And I couldn’t help but thinking, if this was a room full of men talking about good habits they would not be talking about weight loss. They would not be concerned about how they look in a particular dress or how to make time to do their hair after they finish at the gym and are on their way to work. Instead, they would be talking about ways to tackle challenging assignments. They would be talking about using good habits to secure promotions. They would be brainstorming about actions to take and ways to get ahead.

I’ve been considering my feelings about this a lot lately. I’ve started a blog post about this more than once and then deleted it. But today I’m going for it. It ties in with some work I’m doing on body acceptance and vulnerability and also the challenges I face being the only woman on a 3 member elected board. And it makes me think that women need to rise up and lean in and change the way we’re communicating with each other. I mean, there I was in a room full of strong women leaders, and the women in charge were talking about dieting. In a moment when the audience was entirely female. In a moment when there would be no mansplaining, no competition to be heard or get your ideas across, no criticism for showing emotion or using the wrong tone of voice, they chose to talk about body image.

Sigh.

Sisters, we need a call to arms. We need to stop squandering our opportunities when we’re together. We need to not shame each other because of weight or size. We need to break the cycle of internalized sexism and stop believing that successful women must be skinny, that strong women are bossy and ruthless, and feminists are man-hating bitches. We need to stop judging each other for how we look and what we eat. Instead, we need to support each other, we need to be vulnerable with each other, and we need to  become role models and mentors for the next generation of women. I think we do that by demonstrating leadership, by advancing in our careers, and by being our authentic selves.

I’m taking back my power. I hope you’ll join me.

I took some photos over the weekend. Want to see them?

This greeted me when I got up to make my coffee on Friday morning. He’s a romantic, that husband of mine.

Friday Night Snacks. It was our anniversary but we didn’t go out, we chose to stay home and have snacks on the deck and then we watched our wedding video and perused our wedding album. We’re cheesy like that.

Our Town Common on Saturday morning. It was the annual Tutu Run and Sparklefest that is sponsored by a local family who turned the tragic death of their little girl into a wonderful community event for our town. Dale and I rode our bikes down and hung out at the Kiwanis table for a while (Kiwanis is a sponsor of this event every year) and we also took the opportunity to visit with friends and neighbors who were also there.

We spent the afternoon working in the yard (more on that later) and the evening partly on the deck, partly in the kitchen (grilled scallops, baked potatoes, and sauteed zucchini with mushrooms and garlic scapes were on the menu), and partly in the living room where we finished up Season 8 of Call the Midwife.

The kids came over on Sunday afternoon for Father’s Day. We had a delicious hummus platter and shrimp cocktail for starters and then burgers and dogs on the grill.

It was drizzly off and on but Dale put a canvas covering over the pergola so we were still able to be outside and dry. Jackie was all over the yasr, getting muddy and wet and, as his mother said, living his best life.

You can’t ask for more than that from a weekend!

Yesterday was a . . . day. There were meetings, some on the awkward side, and emails and surveys and end of fiscal year tasks, and more. All of which is to say that my creative energy was rather sapped when it came time to write a blog post.

So, I’m phoning this one in with a watercolor of last Sunday morning’s breakfast tray. Two cups of coffee, two egg sandwiches, and some honeydew melon chunks.

Is it Friday yet?